The girl I have feelings for is already taken. But I am still going to go after her. She is an amazing friend, but I want more. Because she is so special to me. I am going to do my best to one day make her mine. Because she is worth any mental struggle I am going through. And she accepts me for me. And I make her laugh. And when I hear her laugh, I just feel like a slab of butter melting on top of a big ol’ stack of pancakes. Fuck yea